You're right. You haven't been here for months. You haven't dealt with the really tough stuff here. Like becoming a zombie and eating other people's brains. Obviously, this is fresh in your mind. A lot more than mine and Kaito's.
I know it's a lot. Take some time and process this. I'm not saying "let's walk away as friends," but I am saying "let's walk away."
[ Maybe he will have a snack. Jury's still out on whether or not he's about to clean up the mess he made. He's had a very rough evening, after all. He can't be held accountable for his reaction!
He's very unsure about how he feels right now, however... other than sick. That he knows for sure. Anything else is still a muddy ball of unpleasant feelings that he doesn't know what to do with. So for now, he'll just sulk alone and marinate in this terrible feeling. ]
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Date: 2023-02-18 06:07 am (UTC)[now she just grips her head, feeling a tension headache.]
What part of "I regret running the killing game and would take it all back if I could," did you not understand?
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Date: 2023-02-18 06:10 am (UTC)[ he pauses. ]
Do you at least know if anyone survived..?
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Date: 2023-02-18 06:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-02-18 06:23 am (UTC)[ he seems to have calmed down at least, but he still finds just enough energy to lazily throw a bundled up set of silverware at her. ]
I'm glad I ruined it.
But why especially me? Momota-chan was hurt way worse than I was.
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Date: 2023-02-18 06:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-02-18 06:30 am (UTC)Fine. I'll let it go. But o ly on one condition:
The next time you die, I get to be the one to do it.
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Date: 2023-02-18 06:34 am (UTC)[she starts to turn to go, before looking at him.]
Move on, Kokichi. I am.
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Date: 2023-02-18 06:38 am (UTC)[ He narrows his eyes at her. ]
You don't get to just do that and expect everything to be okay just like that. Why an I the bad guy here?
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Date: 2023-02-18 06:42 am (UTC)Gonta is dead. We're all dead.
...I'd say maybe that's why Shuuichi isn't here, but that's plain wishful thinking.
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Date: 2023-02-18 02:28 pm (UTC)[ well isn't that just a punch in the gut?
He pauses but finally lets a smirk creep onto his face. ]
If that's the case.. that means I was right all along. When I first came here.. I wondered if you were dead. I was right.
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Date: 2023-02-18 09:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-02-19 03:35 am (UTC)At least give me the satisfaction of gloating. Just because you got over this shit months ago doesn't mean I can join you there right away, you know.
Why am I expected to just put it behind me? You can't just say "sorry" and expect everything to be okay after all of that shit!!
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Date: 2023-02-19 03:49 am (UTC)I know it's a lot. Take some time and process this. I'm not saying "let's walk away as friends," but I am saying "let's walk away."
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Date: 2023-02-19 03:54 am (UTC)[ He's going to have to think about it... maybe talk to Kaito about it. He hates this. ]
Well I hope you feel better, because I feel like shit.
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Date: 2023-02-19 04:08 am (UTC)["And you clean up the broken shit," she doesn't say.]
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Date: 2023-02-19 04:14 am (UTC)[ Maybe he will have a snack. Jury's still out on whether or not he's about to clean up the mess he made. He's had a very rough evening, after all. He can't be held accountable for his reaction!
He's very unsure about how he feels right now, however... other than sick. That he knows for sure. Anything else is still a muddy ball of unpleasant feelings that he doesn't know what to do with. So for now, he'll just sulk alone and marinate in this terrible feeling. ]